Hmm, It's been a whole freakin year and guess what? I'm being late off AGAIN! What a bitch isn't it? I've got to do this thinking thing again. So many things running through my mind right now. Should I go, should I stay, take my well deserved sabbitical, apply internally again? All these things just running through my mind. I swear all the feelings are coming back just the same as last year but not as bad. I got to know folks there for quite some time. Here not as much. I got a few here that will remain "hi and bye" friends. Other "co-workers" who will remain nameless that I should be call major "b" words and other SOBs. LOL Then on the other hand, I also have a couple of best friends, that I moved to actually. I will definitely be in touch with them of course more so than the folks I just met. I've got family here, so I'm not going anywhere, at least for awhile. I suppose I have to get back on the penny pinchin train. Hmm, perhaps pick up a few sugar mommas or sugar daddys. NOT! I suppose I will just take it one step at a time and a day at a time. The last time it came about, it wasn't pretty. More stress than you know and a newly found diagnosis of panic attacks. That's another story, but for now, lets deal with this first. enjoy....