It's holy guacamole again. Dang, I need to update this site again. I'm just a slacker. Still unemployed from my jobless post last time. I'm up to my ears in submitting resumes and those F'in cover letters. I see no damn point in those things. I never looked at them when I did interviews. I can't change that, so whatever. I can't even count how many applications I've put in so far. I could fill a football field probably. LOL yeahright. NOt there yet. I do have one thing on my mind. I am having some issues in the personal world. I know some folks will say, "told you so", well I know this. I'm not feeling the same as I do with the person I'm with now. No names will be used here, but those who know, will know what I mean. Anyway, then there is another person just causing too much pressure right now, to a point where we are really great together, but it's leading me to just a great friendship. It's sad to say this, but what I really want now is my exgirlfriend. i know what she did to me, but if it were the last day on earth right now, i would rather be with her. i met another woman, whose just very kewl. We speak on the same levels and know what each is thinking. We are great friends right now and she knows what is up with me so far. Right now, I feel like throwing in the towel and just going my own way. as my niece would say, "thasss it"... Who knows maybe i'll update in another 6 or 7 months. until then, peace out!!!!!!!!!!!