B!Moosh

What should I think? I have never felt the way I did about someone ever in my life than what happened today. I thought I would text my man and see if he wanted me to come up for lunch but no he said he was going to the breakroom and then taking a nap. He was already not feeling well the day before and it was Valentines day. We were suppose to go to a movie and he went home instead and layed down. When this happens I know he isn't about to get up. He sounded pretty serious so of course I felt selfish and wanted to go do something and eventually didn't. Anyway, back to today, I was already more than halfway to where he works and we were texting one another. I told him I was already around the corner and I was still coming up. After he said he was going to break then nap, I said ok, texted him back that I was just going to turnaround. Well I had made him lunch so of course I was still on my way to take it to him. I get there about 10 minutes after lunch break and he's vehicle is not there. I texted him and ask where he went and that I was outside his building. He had just called me and I answered and he had hung up on me, probably not hearing me, I'm not sure. So I tried to call him back and called many times and nothing. I texted him and texted him. I was getting upset because he had just called i tried to call him and nothing. I finally started to text him again, asking where he was, i sat in the lot till 1pm which he returns and nothing. about 20 minutes till I drive the whole lot and don't see his truck or other vehicle and it's not parked anywhere. I drive to a local BJs where he stis sometimes eating lunch and nothing. I go back, drive the other direction around the lot just in case I miss him and nothing. I park where he normally parks waiting for him to come back and in the back of my mind think that I am just going to drive off cuz I was there the whole time. I'm parked and wait, then I see someone walking with him from the side lot where I just had come from a few minutes ago. He is walking with her to the door, so i drive closer and honk the horn. He doesn't look, so I 'm getting closer with the vehicle and drive around a big truck parked by his building and honk again, and nothing, he keeps walking. I honk one final time and stand outside my door and nothing. He walks inside with her and by this time I don't know what to think. I texted him and asked if he had a nice nap with his blond and that he just ignored me and why did he lie. I said some fucking nap! I was so upset. i drove out of there and didn't text anything else. 15 minutes after I drove away, I get a text asking what is wrong with me, I said did you have a nice nap. He said he was running late after he picked up something for his head and the woman knocked on his window. Now a little earlier didn't I mention that I drove the side lot a few minutes ago and if he was napping the last few minutes he should have been parked there when I drove through. He said the woman was knocking on his window because "he was almost late". This still don't make sense to me, since I just had drove through there. He said he parked there cuz it was closer to the door since he was running late. Hmm, now if you were running late, wouldn't you just park and go inside and not wait for someone to knock on a window to wake you up. i still don't understand this, he said she was just walking by. I was still pretty steamed. By this time he calls me and we are argueing because something is not right with what he was saying. I didn't say anything. He said he didn't need this mess and for me to call him when I my shit was straightened out. I asked him where he wanted me to take his stuff for him to pick up. I was really mad. This whole story still don't make sense to me. It still boggles my mind. So the this incident is still hanging in the air and we didn't mention a thing when he got off. I am sticking to my thoughts because the shit don't make sense regardless if he was running late, just parking there, or someone woman waking him up so he wouldn't be late. I drove the damn lot and he wasn't there. So whatever, he said he was getting off early to go to the dr. I asked if he wanted me to go and he was waiting for his boss to approve his time. It never got approved, so he left at normal time at 530. i told him I was going to dinner and alone if I have to. He was welcome to come. We went to dinner and I guess things are okay for now until something else happens. Some was amuck with this damn situation and I don't like it. Now I have my guard up and its going to suck. Anyway, I had to type this down and get it off my mind for now and perhaps come back to it later. At dinner I gave him his card that I was going to give him on Valentines. Dinner was fine, I was a little tipsy, but still pretty upset inside. I guess till another day or another fine moment, this is it for now...

B!Moosh
		~ Wednesday, February 15, 2006 What should I think? I have never felt the way I did about someone ever in my life than what happened today. I thought I would text my man and see if he wanted me to come up for lunch but no he said he was going to the breakroom and then taking a nap. He was already not feeling well the day before and it was Valentines day. We were suppose to go to a movie and he went home instead and layed down. When this happens I know he isn't about to get up. He sounded pretty serious so of course I felt selfish and wanted to go do something and eventually didn't. Anyway, back to today, I was already more than halfway to where he works and we were texting one another. I told him I was already around the corner and I was still coming up. After he said he was going to break then nap, I said ok, texted him back that I was just going to turnaround. Well I had made him lunch so of course I was still on my way to take it to him. I get there about 10 minutes after lunch break and he's vehicle is not there. I texted him and ask where he went and that I was outside his building. He had just called me and I answered and he had hung up on me, probably not hearing me, I'm not sure. So I tried to call him back and called many times and nothing. I texted him and texted him. I was getting upset because he had just called i tried to call him and nothing. I finally started to text him again, asking where he was, i sat in the lot till 1pm which he returns and nothing. about 20 minutes till I drive the whole lot and don't see his truck or other vehicle and it's not parked anywhere. I drive to a local BJs where he stis sometimes eating lunch and nothing. I go back, drive the other direction around the lot just in case I miss him and nothing. I park where he normally parks waiting for him to come back and in the back of my mind think that I am just going to drive off cuz I was there the whole time. I'm parked and wait, then I see someone walking with him from the side lot where I just had come from a few minutes ago. He is walking with her to the door, so i drive closer and honk the horn. He doesn't look, so I 'm getting closer with the vehicle and drive around a big truck parked by his building and honk again, and nothing, he keeps walking. I honk one final time and stand outside my door and nothing. He walks inside with her and by this time I don't know what to think. I texted him and asked if he had a nice nap with his blond and that he just ignored me and why did he lie. I said some fucking nap! I was so upset. i drove out of there and didn't text anything else. 15 minutes after I drove away, I get a text asking what is wrong with me, I said did you have a nice nap. He said he was running late after he picked up something for his head and the woman knocked on his window. Now a little earlier didn't I mention that I drove the side lot a few minutes ago and if he was napping the last few minutes he should have been parked there when I drove through. He said the woman was knocking on his window because "he was almost late". This still don't make sense to me, since I just had drove through there. He said he parked there cuz it was closer to the door since he was running late. Hmm, now if you were running late, wouldn't you just park and go inside and not wait for someone to knock on a window to wake you up. i still don't understand this, he said she was just walking by. I was still pretty steamed. By this time he calls me and we are argueing because something is not right with what he was saying. I didn't say anything. He said he didn't need this mess and for me to call him when I my shit was straightened out. I asked him where he wanted me to take his stuff for him to pick up. I was really mad. This whole story still don't make sense to me. It still boggles my mind. So the this incident is still hanging in the air and we didn't mention a thing when he got off. I am sticking to my thoughts because the shit don't make sense regardless if he was running late, just parking there, or someone woman waking him up so he wouldn't be late. I drove the damn lot and he wasn't there. So whatever, he said he was getting off early to go to the dr. I asked if he wanted me to go and he was waiting for his boss to approve his time. It never got approved, so he left at normal time at 530. i told him I was going to dinner and alone if I have to. He was welcome to come. We went to dinner and I guess things are okay for now until something else happens. Some was amuck with this damn situation and I don't like it. Now I have my guard up and its going to suck. Anyway, I had to type this down and get it off my mind for now and perhaps come back to it later. At dinner I gave him his card that I was going to give him on Valentines. Dinner was fine, I was a little tipsy, but still pretty upset inside. I guess till another day or another fine moment, this is it for now... posted by Moosh at 6:55 PM